That was the first time she ever cried, she was bubbly, cheerful, kindhearted, gentle, caring, loved by all, skillful, strong and determined. She could easily fool people around her with her smile, no one could notice her pain behind the mask she wore. She was the new girl, new transferred student, new member of SEES, new field leader, everything was new about her. She consoles her friends, helps them endure their pain, gives them hope but everyone was so busy with their own feeling they often forget she was in great pain. They look up on her, she deserves it. She didn't talk much but her eyes show so much more. She was too busy caring about others she threw her feelings aside, she was the leader, this is what a leader should do.
But, all the efforts hiding her pain was useless. They felt bad watching her like that. She never cry before at least not in front of them. She had to be strong for them. She just had to. But, the world i